Grieving

So I'm dealing with a death right now. The first death in my life that's actually mattered to me personally. This death is that of my dance school's manager and co-founder, Barbara Dodds, more commonly known around the dance school as "Miss Barb". I've never grieved before, so I hope I grieve "properly". For now I'm just hoping I don't break out crying in the middle of class and draw attention to myself. That would be terrible. Especially in English with the "different" teacher.